January 2012
Forget the past.
I need to realize people change as time passes. I have to let go of the person I used to know, and notice the new person in front of me.
They call it a crush for a reason.
Your smile always brightens up my day <3
No matter how far you walk away, I will still be here for you when you need me.
2011
A year of forgiving, forgetting, understanding, and moving on. I have learned a lot about myself this year. I am stronger than I think and I have the ability to do anything I put my mind to. I have learned to accept who I am and how to become a better person. I met a lot of wonderful people that have touched my life and made this year just absolutely phenomenal.
Goodbye 2011, you treated me...
December 2011
“You can’t quit because you think you might fail”
– Zuko
I'm completely unhappy.
And idk how to fix this.
I can't forget you
I try and try, yet because we never had anything between us is probably why I can’t forget these feelings . It’s pointless to feel this way for you, I do know that, but I’m not ready to forgot. I believe that soon I will move on because there will be someone that isn’t a coward like you and tell me straight up what they feel for me. I will figure things out, it just takes...
Block
My unconditional love for my mom :)
Me: Mommy !
Mom: Yes?
Me: I LOVE YOU:)
Mom: I love you too
*breathe*
Mom(quickly): I love you the most
Me: I was just about to say that!
Me: I will love you till infinity and beyond. Beat that:P
November 2011
Grades
Grades are just a letter, the knowledge I gain from each class I take is more precious than any letter I receive. Just something I need to remind myself of.
I'm thankful
for being alive and having my mom and my dad in my life <3
When everything around you just doesn't work out...
No matter how hard I try, I keep failing in everything I do. The one time I actually felt like I belonged was when I was working. It’s really hard to keep going when everything around me is a reminder of how much I fail. I know I shouldn’t think this way but sometimes it’s just too much . I will just keep swimming because I know things will get better.
And I said hello
I know I have been intentionally not talking to you and there is a good chance you have noticed, but I knew it was the right decision to look the other way when I saw you, walk in the opposite direction you’re walking, and to forget you even existed, but I couldn’t do that for very long. I don’t know what it is about you that gives me butterflies in my stomach when you smile . I...
October 2011
Today will be a good day
Just because I am going to keep a positive outlook on life, and hopefully I will keep it.
My dad and Prom
Dad: Are you already thinking about a prom date
Me: Yeah
D: Do you want me to be your prom date?
M: ...no.
D: I have seen it in movies, that the daughters want to take their fathers
M: Yeah, movies..
“She loves you so much it’s dangerous”
– Daddy, referring to how much my mom loves me
Bad habit
When I’m sad or upset I end up buying things to make myself feel better…
It's not funny anymore
1st time : okay, yeah funny
2nd time: ookaay not that funny
3rd time. You’re pushing it.
4th time: I want to hurt you.
yanrwtb:
Sometimes it’s easier to say you don’t care, than to explain all the reasons why you do. Sometimes it’s easier to just say “Nothing.” than to list all the things that are wrong. Sometimes it’s less of a pain to keep to yourself, so the people that care don’t see you break down. Sometimes, it’s just better to hold it in, than to let it out only for it to take control of you.
“There’s a time and place for everything”
– G. H.
12 hours of sleep feels wonderful
Too bad I did horrible on the SAT=/
September 2011
Two hours earlier
Yes, I think I get to go to sleep early cause I’m going to study like crazy tomorrow.
Who am I to you?
He is, or at least was, that one person that could make me smile..
She is the friend I lost contact with.
Sick.
Agh if this week wasn’t going to be bad enough, now I am sick and feel like crap. Study for stat test & SAT, do the homework for all classes, learn last week’s calc lesson, personal statement writing, work on the scholarship search, etc. are all things I need to work on this week, or at least set aside until the proper time. I wish I didn’t procrastinate.
Just someone,
I know I don’t want another horrible break up, but I do want someone in my life that will be there for me when I need someone to talk to at night when I can’t sleep, or someone that will calm me down when I am worried about a test, just someone that will make my days a little bit brighter.
Back to school casual dance.
I had a fantastic time at the dance and I did it without thinking about him. Yes, I can do this. Yay, for cheap casual dances.
Sad, lonely, and frustrated
Yeah, that pretty much sums up my emotions right now
College apps
Is it bad to only apply to 5 colleges? 3 target, 1 safety, 1 dream. Yes I know it’s risky..
And
She didn’t get her prince…
Sooner rather than later
Good thing I know now how much of an asshole you are. Oh, so you are just going to ignore me? Well, fuck you jerk. I don’t understand how you can be so mean to me after expressing my feelings for you. You ruined my day. You could have at least been nice enough to say something to my face and not just ignore me as I talk to you.
So, there's a guy
And I told him I liked him in a letter, and I know that’s lame but I would have been to nervous to say it out loud. You see, I have liked him for a mighty long time but I didn’t say anything due to it not being the right time or something was in the way. Today was like any other day, but I knew I couldn’t let this opportunity pass me by because I know I’m not going to be...
Ten years later
So many things have changed and so many lives have been affected because of that day. Those all who have lost a loved one or helped to clean up in any way will be in my prayers tonight. That day brought a lot of people together, and brought people apart, but I hope that our country can be one again, as a whole united country. Best wishes to everyone.
August 2011
July 2011
“I will catch you, and I will never let you go again.”
– Gru, Despicable Me
“There should be a limit to how many bad days we can get”
June 2011
I watching Stuart Little 2 and I wondered why the dad looked so cute, so I looked up the movie. It was Hugh Laurie. No wonder why I liked the father :)
BP
It just made my day from crappy to excellent :)
“Dolci far niente”
– EAT PRAY LOVE, translates to the sweetness of doing nothing
Goodbye.
I do understand that things will never be the same and we won’t be the same people we were before, but that doesn’t mean we can’t learn about eachother once again and become friends. You were a big part of my life and even through all the pain and the fights we had I still cared about you and wanted the best for you. You keep pushing me away and I want to know why that is. I want...
It will never work out.
Breakfast Club Friday.
Yep, funny.
Okay, anyways IDP was a success :)
I’m glad it’s finally over. Today the whole class took down everything and broke the bus apart :( all of our hard work was gone in a matter of hours. Of course it’s always easier to take stuff down than to put it up. The dry ice caused quite a fiasco after school. Jack in the Box. Spanish. Lakewood. Bus.
When I see a crowd of people I search for your face.
May 2011
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IDP workday
First Saturday Meeting. Woo hoo got to Alex’s around 9. Gio, Javier, and I walk in together. Karl was laying on the coach watching Spongebob. Got some rice & put some mix that Alex had and it was yummy. I LOVE white rice. After an hour we started to be productive because more people started arriving. It took forever to for all of Juliet’s pictures to load, and then deleting non-IDP...
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I always seem to doubt everything
and then you do all these kind things and you listen to me. You remember it all. Thank you.